A guy who won't ever mend his ways

I'm tired of going through the same thing every week. Give me a break! I guess everything changed since last week, i never look forward to your book out anymore. & worst of all, you totally have no time for me right now. I'm so not used to it, i find it so unfair. Especially when i see others so happily with their other halfs - Going out everyday, out at night, everything they do includes their other half whereas mine don't. I can't help but envy them, & start thinking what's wrong with mine. This is just too much for me to bear, so sorry.