I won't let you say goodbye, & I'll be your reason why.

Flashbacks won't leave me alone

2011-03-04T13:30:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I thought back about the past, & realised I miss 'him'. Why so sudden? Its been months since we last talked! This feeling is so weird.

He used to send me to school almost everyday without fail, even though he's sick. Wake me up early & bring me for breakfast. Send me to petrol kiosk to buy my fav 'lion' mineral water & candies. Buy soccer figurines for me and we'll each open one and laugh at how funny our figurines looked like. Send me food deliveries whenever I'm alone at home, hungry, but lazy to go out & buy. Give me whatever unreasonable things I wanted. Send me wherever I wanted to go to. Taught me games I didn't know how to play. Supported me in many things. Chatted & entertained me whenever I'm feeling lonely or bored and made me end up laughing non stop. & whenever I need help, he's the first one that comes into my mind.

Why so sudden all the flashbacks came back to me? :'(

Time flies, many things changed during these few months. You're no longer the guy i used to know, and im no longer the girl i used to be. I know that things can never be the same again.

2011-03-02T13:39:00.000-08:00

Heartbreaker

2010-10-02T06:29:00.001-07:00

You don't appreciate a single shit I've done for you, you don't deserve my love. Thanks for letting me understand.

Life is always unfair.

I'm not afraid to be alone

2010-10-01T13:33:00.000-07:00

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

Happy birthday Lyk! ♥

2010-09-29T11:19:00.000-07:00

Headed to Far east, 313@ Somerset, & Orchard central today. Window shopping cze we're all broke! Bought a new sunny today as well as Minyu. She bought one in pink! We took hell lots of photos & I had a really hard time editing & uploading them! It took almost 2hours!

The escalator at Orchard central was horrible! How did anyone thought of an escalator which goes all the way till 11th floor?! Okay not so ridiculous, going up once might be 3 or 4 storeys? Still its scary enough okay. Those who have phobia of heights should really not go there cze the lift is also as scary! U can just stay on the first storey & loiter around there! Hahahaha ~

Lastly, happy birthday to my most beloved Lyk! ♥ U did not reply to my text as I don't know what the hell u were doing but at least I bothered to write on your Fb wall, send u a message as well as blog a post for you. Specially for you! You should really feel honoured okay.
May everything go smoothly for you & may u enjoy yourselves on Saturday night. I promised to let you out but you'd better behave! Happy birthday once again, I luv' u! ♥

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2010-09-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

Caught The shock labyrinth in 3D on a Sunday with cousin. We were pretty disappointed with the movie, initially still thought it would be scary. Super failed show! Wasted our $28 away! Oh yes I look disgusting & hideous without make-ups on hence I decided to wear sunnies for pictures!

Shall end my post here. I wanna update one more post cze my blog is rotting away..

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Friends for never

2010-09-29T10:48:00.001-07:00

We're teenagers. We're still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and THOSE WILL BE THE MEMORIES. One day that's going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and live your life with a smile over your face!

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Town Iluma Bugis

2010-09-06T02:41:00.000-07:00

Headed to many places on i-forgot-which date with Minyu & Jessie. Had lots of fun, though we didn't get to buy many things, we had lots of time to chat! Oh btw, I bought a new pair of wedges! Kill me please! Major exams have started, no time for anything else.

& I MUST watch Resident evil in 3D when its out! :)

最后一次

2010-08-24T16:05:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning with a very swollen & painful eye! I really feel like diggin' my eye out! So sick! Cough, many phlegm, sore throat, runny nose, sore eyes. I just feel like sleeping & sleeping! Hate this feeling ~ Yet when I wake up, I'm craving for KFC breakfast & tau hway!

不能依赖你一辈子 •

2010-08-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

No point.. Move on, stay strong! :-)

My blog is dead..

You are who u wanna be

2010-08-17T02:55:00.000-07:00

I really feel like updating my blog but I'm damn lazy! Guess I'll private my blog fr the time being! Meanwhile, some photos of my zoo trip!

& I forgot to mention I went to watch Inception with Weina, Siying & Sean the other day at Cineleisure. The movie was mad awesome! I don't mind watching a second time so that I can know what's the ending really about. I don't understand why the whole movie had to be a dream! What's wrong with the director, I mean, doesn't he fantasize about happy endings!? Urgh. K enough of complains! Will update soon, when I'm free enough to upload ALL the photos from my zoo trip! :-)

Break your heart

2010-08-14T14:38:00.000-07:00

You chose pride over me, you pay for the price. I will never forget this day, never in my life. Thanks so much for the hurt you caused.

Put me down

2010-07-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

I had some sorts of family problems last night. Had a tiff with momma, was quite pissed off actually. Just nice cousin texted me, & I poured out all my feelings to her. Anyway this matter was sort of related to her, she cheered me up, made me smile, made me feel so much better. Still, family kinship will never break apart no matter what happens. Adult matters shouldn't even be something I should bother myself with, I'm only making myself more & more stressed. I'm glad she's there for me when I needed someone to talk to, certain things cannot simply be told to best friends. I still feel that family issues is best confided in family members. Even though we share different surnames, but still we're the closest among all other cousins. ♥
Thanks cuz, <3!

2010-07-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

Promises mean everything, but after they are broken, sorry means nothing.

To be or not to be

2010-07-24T23:31:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I always wonder, why can't 'happily ever after' happen right from the start. Why must we encounter so many ups & downs before 'happily ever after' can happen? Just like fairy tales, it always happened at the very end. Whatever we can do, is to face it. Treat everything like a challenge & try to overcome them.

"Not all guys are trustworthy. We gotta learn to be smart, outwit em'."

分手需要练习的

2010-07-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

You're a failure! Disappointed in everything about you. FML!

FML

2010-07-22T00:55:00.000-07:00

Sick! :-(

Home sweet home

2010-07-18T04:21:00.000-07:00

Back in Singapore. Genting was fun! Pictures will be uploaded when I get home.

True colours

2010-07-12T16:22:00.001-07:00

Never let your tears and sensitivity blind you. If someone hurt you, they showed you who they are. Move on, stay strong!

Lying on my bed with my eyes half opened. Freaking tired! Omg. Not in the mood to update my blog! Bye.

2010-07-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

I want to eat punggol nasi lemak!!! :-(
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2010-07-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

<3 I got a new luv'!
Stay tuned.. I'll update more abt this later.

2010-07-10T05:12:00.001-07:00

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My Hair Queen

2010-07-09T17:53:00.001-07:00

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Memories...

2010-07-09T04:13:00.001-07:00

Stay tune...
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2010-07-07T00:29:00.001-07:00

It hurts a lot when someone you will never forget, forgets who you are.

2010-07-06T15:01:00.000-07:00

I'm otw to school now so I guess I'll just update a post since I'm free. Today's school ends at 12.45pm. So freaking early & I don't know what I'm gonna do aft that! I need to get a new earpiece! Stupid Milo spoilt mine. Sigh!

I rly got nothing to post lor. Anyway I've figured out how not to end every post with 'Sent from my Blackberry wireless handheld. Powered by Gee! From Starhub'! ;)

2010-07-05T15:36:00.001-07:00

Letting go doesn't mean giving up it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

You can talk all you want

2010-07-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

Have school tomorrow! ☹
11more days... I can't wait!

Hectic

2010-07-04T02:51:00.001-07:00

I am feeling so freaking bored! Went to Chinatown today & next week I'm gonna go for manicure! Going to nap now, bye!

2010-07-03T16:25:00.001-07:00

I hate the post to end with "Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld Powered by Gee! from StarHub" its very irritating! Must figure a way to delete this frm every post!

Luv' luv' luv'

2010-07-03T16:23:00.000-07:00

Spain won! I won! But fcuking Argentina made me lose money. Argentina really damn noob! Who the hell made Lionel Messi the world best player!? Mygod!

Anyway, I'm going to the airport now to pick uncle up tgt with cousin. Aft that, I want to go home & sleep! Freaking tired still! I'm hungry as well! :-( Want to eat later at the airport maybe?
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2010-07-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

Heading over to watch soccer! Argentina please don't let me down! Anyway my phone's browser auto okay by itself! Blackberry still a very good phone afterall! Okay I'm treating my blog like Twitter wtf. I just dunno how to edit my post! So no choice must post new one.

WORLD CUP FEVER!

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Want your bad romance

2010-07-03T03:43:00.000-07:00

Twilight Saga: Eclipse was nice! Edward Cullen's so hot! But in the show Bella's so fickle-minded! Okay, afterall its nice lah!

Bought a dress today. I got two same dress with same cutting, same design, same colour. Only the back is different design (one is ribbon-ed back, another one is normal). Wtf, I feel like selling one away. -.-

Going to uncle's house tonight (hopefully I won't last minute change decision)!

Bye!
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Unlucky

2010-07-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

FML my phone's internet browser has problem & stupid Starhub only asked me to bring my phone to their cust service counter. The other time also ask me to bring & they only did a restore for my phone. Everytime go everytime do same thing then when can this problem stop!? Omfg. Really pissed off with the way Starhub do their thing.
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2010-07-02T15:45:00.000-07:00

Going over to town tomorrow with cousin. I'm lying on my bed, thinking about what to post as I can't get to sleep. Tickets for Twilight: Eclipse booked tomorrow at Bugis junction! The movie trailer looked awesome! Can't wait to watch it! Okay my blog will be active once again, I can update anytime & don't have to use the laptop. :-)

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2010-07-02T15:38:00.000-07:00

Trying to blog via my phone...

2010-06-29T10:01:00.000-07:00

World cup fever!!

FML

2010-06-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

Don't be so over-paranoid! I'm old enough to know what i'm doing. I don't need you to interfere in almost everything i do! The more you try to oppose to things i do, the more i wanna do it! I really hate this, FML!

Anyway, school's gonna be fun soon. Dismiss super early everyday!

2010-06-16T18:03:00.000-07:00

Finally like again, i got the mood to update my blog. Caught Marmaduke & karate kid. Karate kid was mad awesome! Freaking nice! These few days was... World cup fever! My daily routine was crazy! Sleeps at 5am, wakes up at 7pm, bath & prepare & go over to Hans all the way till 4.30am then home again. I won quite some money afew days back, but yesterday i lost. Even though lost not alot of money, heart still pain lah!

I forgot on which date, met Minyu to town. Did not go back empty handed. At least i got a dress! Did alot of online shopping these days, spend money like tap water! Sigh, cannot gamble anymore lah. Cousin betted on Uruguay vs South africa match. He told me that if Uruguay win he will give me $50. So i tell myself if Uruguay wins, i will stop gambling for good! And true enough, Uruguay 3 - 0 South africa! Spain really disapppointed me though. Their performance sucked big time! Eeew.

I'll be going to Genting on 16th July. Hotels booked! Can't wait actually.. Mum will be going to Hatyai next month as well, considering whether i should go.

That should be all! I will update photos again soon!

2 more months, 2nd year anniversary.

Don't be naive, learn to accept reality

2010-06-16T17:54:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it takes losing everything to realize what you actually have.

习惯就好

2010-05-24T13:55:00.001-07:00

Finally im able to update all the photos and stuffs. Okay, blog's gonna rot for awhile until i'm free to come back and update again. Damn laptop keeps giving me problems! K bye!

2010-05-22T12:49:00.000-07:00

It's been long since i did a proper update. Since i'm free now, i'm gonna do a very gao lat one! With many pictures be it meaningful or not, i will just upload. So keep your comments to yourself! I've been to many many places the past few weeks & many many things happened... So here it goes!

It was Milo's birthday 3 days before mine, & i got him a pandan flavoured dog's birthday cake! It smells so nice & my mom kept asking if we're able to have a bite! LOL.

And also, my 2nd uncle found a dog loitering downstairs his block, around the void deck. Its a Yorkshire terrier. But it's freaking skinny & so timid lah! I went to visit the dog, & then brought the dog for grooming!

After grooming, the dog looks like :

Awful but will definitely look great when hair is grown!

Brought the dog to the vet as well, did a blood test, cost(ed) $170+!

I've been going over to aunty's place recently to play with Joeunn as well as to watch MioTv! Joeunn's as cute as ever! Grown up already, prettier too!

She got a new haircut!

I forgot which date i went into Jb to do manicure, dirt cheap!

After manicure, went to eat at somewhere near custom(?)... Big feast!!!

But i see many mice all over the place! They super daring eating from the bin despite ppl trying to chase it away! One day you will see the mice sitting beside you just like singapore's stray cats! My god.

I found this photo inside my phone, i forgot why Wenping asked me to take a photo of him. Maybe he was trying to advertise for Ice Mountain. LOL! I think i tweeted this photo as well if i didn't remember wrongly.

I forgot to mention, i got my new love as well! (Gucci lanyard) Although now i don't really appreciate it as much, but still, i like it lah!

Oh yes before i forget...
21st May 2010
Happy birthday Fraze ~!
One year older & closer to grave. Be good & excel in everything you do! ;)

Filled with guilt

2010-05-05T11:08:00.000-07:00

等你成熟了那天，或许已经不属于你了.
I just can't keep waiting.. 1year & 4months, its too long a wait.

2010-05-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

Since I'm in the mrt now & I've got time to upload, I shouldn't waste precious time. I've got many new wants yet again!
1. Ipod touch 16gb
2. Chanel Chance 150ml
3. A female silky terrier
4. Eyebrow embroidery
5. Birthday chalet next year (?)

Ok. Plan swee swee alrdy! I suddenly have the urge to buy a female silky again. And if they breed, the puppy's gonna be damn cute for sure!! Okay, save money save money save money!! Holiday must must must work!!

#Nowplaying 心痛...

2010-05-04T01:05:00.000-07:00

How much do you actually understand me? I admit I'm materialistic, who in the world isn't? This society is a "no-money-no-talk" society! I can't be bothered!!

Why nowaday the god damn sun so glaring & so hot huh!? How many times have I prayed for it to rain but to no avail. I really cannot stand the fucking hot sun man! Seriously will make me go crazy!! Omg. Cannot imagine I've to travel all the way to school & home under the sun!!!!!!! Omg, think alrdy also feel like go jump building! K lah, enough of complaint. 明天会更好!!

Sluts & bitches everywhere

2010-04-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

I've got my new luv'! Its been quite some time since I last updated. Didn't have much to update. I'm more active in Twitter! Anyway, birthday's arriving. I wonder what are the presents I will receive from Dad. I can't wait to get money to go shopping again, I need many new stuffs, once again. :-( Okay, I will update pictures when I have the time!

Womanizer

2010-04-07T12:34:00.000-07:00

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

Loved

2010-04-06T23:26:00.000-07:00

I love my grandmother to the max! This is the time when I feel that only family can be trusted. They're all so fucking important to me! They always supports me in everything I do. My dad, my mum, my grandma. (L)

So high

2010-04-06T22:35:00.000-07:00

let bygones be bygones. Its not worth it to dwell over it anymore. :-)

Time cannot go back to the past

2010-04-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

I seriously cannot stand guys who breaks their promise. I cannot tolerate all the fucking shit you gave me. Love has faded, we'll never be back the same again. You're totally a jerk. I am seriously beginning to stop loving you. Its only a matter of time where everything will come to an end. So sick & tired of your craps!

Worst

2010-03-27T06:59:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was a very bad day, & i don't wish to elaborate what even happened. Whatever it is, no matter what happen, we will be back to square one, one day. Life's like that, always unfair.

Playing with fire

2010-03-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

I keep searching everywhere but i cannot find these heels. The shop online selling it stated out of stock! Anyone knows where selling similar design? Wah i really like alot lor. Sigh!!

I've been spending alot of money recently, but i'm still not contented! Anyway, my nails are done in nude colour. I wanna go swimming during this weekend. Sounds abit ridiculous but it's true okay. Its been years since i went to Jurong swimming complex. Okay, enough of my nonsense. Shall turn in early today, school tomorrow. =(

2010-03-09T06:55:00.000-08:00

I want to save money to go to Bangkok & Taiwan. :-(

Rest in peace

2010-02-24T20:44:00.000-08:00

Beloved grandfather has passed away peacefully on 24th February 2010. Will not be updating for awhile..

Rest in peace.

Set me free

2010-02-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

What's got into you?

I've decided to put the comment box back.

Happy moments last a lifetime

2010-02-11T04:25:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog. I seriously don't have the time to update, or perhaps, the mood instead. I've been wasting my time away with sleeping. The more i sleep, the more tired i get. Tell me how?

Just got home, it's 8plus. Gonna go walk walk and enjoy the New year atmosphere somewhere later. Hopefully i won't feel giddy with many people crowding around. Can't imagine how embarrassing it was for me, to vomit at Chinatown last year! It was so crowded until i started to get giddy and vomited. -.- Wtf!

Chinese new year is coming. Hoho! I've so many shoppings to be done! But i realised i bought many new clothes already, but don't have the time to wear them. School's keeping me so busy! I'm gonna rest & go prepare already.

With love,
Bernice.

2010-02-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile, she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

Fling

2010-01-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

You betrayed my trust in you. Fuck!

只怪自己当初没有抓紧你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
现在说后悔也没有用
心虽然很痛

Alls well ends well

2010-01-21T04:59:00.001-08:00

I'm totally speechless! Totally don't have the mood.

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you

Taurus

2010-01-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line

Don't be too stubborn to ask for help. Many hands make light work.

In Detail

The emotional Moon will finish off your leisure time with just one more red-hot dose of passion, which doesn't sound too hard to take for a sign as sensual and earthy as yourself. Of course, you may need to fight off a slew of admirers, (yes, again) even though you know perfectly well who you'll choose when and if you have the option. Better start making up your mind now. You definitely have the option -- if anyone does.

So little time

2010-01-20T06:11:00.000-08:00

I'm currently eating Van Houten's chocolate right now. I'm hungry! =( Hope mum will pack food for me as i don't think i'm gonna sleep anymore. Online shopping is making me go crazy. Everyday got things deliver to my house, even though i'm happy, but thinking about the money i pay really abit heart pain. Lol! When can i go buy my new wardrobe? Mine's really like breaking anytime. I see Ikea's online catalog have so many things to buy. All so pretty looking! Gotta go down one day.

I've many movies to watch, like again. Tooth fairy, The blind side, It's complicated, My ex, I hate valentine's day. But everytime when i say i want to watch, in the end also didn't manage to watch. I want a new phone too! My phone very lag nowadays, maybe hinting me to buy new phone. Haha!

Tomorrow's Thursday, finally another week passed already. Wedding dinner on Saturday. But i forgot whose wedding is it already. I'm gonna Twitter now & go watch my drama! Bye ~

还是谢谢你让我长大了

2010-01-18T00:52:00.000-08:00

School everyday, really very tiring lor. Sigh! When can i enjoy and go out play again? =(

Follow me on Twitter! Although i'm not very active there, i'm worst in blogging. Practically lazy to blog nowadays. Wait till i get my happy life back then i'll blog often!

http://twitter.com/bforbernice

Its okay to know

2010-01-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

Maybe i should stop shopping online & spending money unneccesarily. But i really wanna get lots of things before New year leh. I got so many tops, dresses, jackets to buy. Maybe i should wait for mum to go to Taiwan to get some for me. Heh heh! Too bad i won't be going, abit disappointed. =( School these days were boring. I attended school everyday last week! I can't believe it. I must continue to keep it up. I know i can do it!

Superstar

2010-01-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

I'm seriously hating everything around me, its making my mood very very bad. I cannot talk to anyone properly, i couldn't control my attitude. Everything & everyone around me changed. Fuck it! Anyway nowadays i have no time to care about all these, school started & i've been quite busy. Nothing deserve me to feel sad for. My mind will only be on money & school right now. Sigh!

Time can never mend

2010-01-01T08:42:00.000-08:00

Mahjong set @ Dad's place

Was chatting with a friend talking about food, & in the end i ordered McDonald twister fries & McFlurry Oreo. Cost(ed) me 8 bucks! Gotta diet already, school's starting soon. And it's really fcuking soon. So stress already! Nowadays i keep cannot get to sleep, gotta change my timing back to normal human's timing. Instead of staying awake at night & sleeping in the morning. It's killing my complexion! Why in the world is Blogger giving me problems again & again? Feeling abit pissed off already.

My New Year's celebration was a bad one. I didn't really celebrate, but it makes no difference anyway. Now fcuking Milo's crying non-stop & i don't know what he wants!

Everyone's writing about their resolution for 2010, cut it short. I'm just gonna write about what i need to get done.

1) Eyebrow embroidery.
2) Blackberry Bold 9700.
3) Gucci lanyard.
4) Fix my hair.

By the way, dad's birthday is coming soon. What should i get for him this time..? Finally a proper update.

Welcome 2010!

2009-12-31T11:45:00.000-08:00

Year 2009 passed really fast, & now its 2010. I've just got home, its 3.45am right now. Gotta take a quick shower & go to bed. Gonna go over to dad's place for house warming tomorrow. Unsure of what time i've to wake up.

Happy new year everyone! Hope year 2010 will be a great start for me!

Taurus

2009-12-30T00:07:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
A favor may seem small, but their gratitude will be huge. Don't put it off.

In Detail
A feeling of being hemmed in and constrained by circumstances could cause you to look for a way to break free of the ties that bind. Investing a large sum in a can't-miss opportunity or a business deal that promises a stupendous return, however, could leave you holding an empty bag. You cannot buy your way out of a stranglehold, but you may be able to negotiate a loosening of the pressure. Think creatively.

Awesome

2009-12-25T09:59:00.000-08:00

I didn't really celebrate Christmas this year. I got only afew gifts, Guess wallet, Guess accesory & Guess bag. Accesory from Helen. A pair of heels. I got work tomorrow! Sian!

Insomnia's back!

2009-12-22T10:47:00.000-08:00

I don't understand why i cannot do a proper update. Shall do it when the mood is here!

Thinking back

2009-12-18T12:36:00.000-08:00

Busy schedule for this week, Mon Tues Wed working, Thursday have celebration, Friday is a public holiday, might be going out. Saturday/Sunday going to aunt's place for gathering! So busy me..

I've decided i wanna get Blackberry Bold instead of Storm. It seems nicer but bigger, but i like it. Anyone knows the price for it w/o contract? $900+? Or any cheaper ones.?

I watched Zombieland online & luckily i didn't go to the movies to watch it. Seriously a stupid show, not nice at all. Storm warrior 2 is also a stupid show, wasting money & time. Can't believe i went to the cinema and watch those kind of show!

I can't be bothered!

Vexed

2009-12-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

Stop fucking vent your anger on me! I hate people showing attitude for god's sake!

What i want for christmas..

2009-12-15T09:30:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming, & i've many things on my wish list once again.

1. Eyebrow embroidery.
2. Gucci lanyard.
3. New phone.

I still have not decided how i'm gonna celebrate Christmas this year lor. Everything seems so meaningless. =(

I'm in your heart

2009-12-14T05:43:00.001-08:00

Far east plaza, Cineleisure, Orchard ION, 313 @ Somerset. I went to The Icing Room to do cake as it seems fun. Did a small 4 inch vanilla cake, although it looks abit horrible. Shall update a picture of it soon. Did some shopping today, i had a great time!

Save money, don't spend money. Save money, don't spend money.. Save money, don't spend money... ! Can someone motivate me please?!

Bad romance

2009-12-10T00:22:00.000-08:00

I've got a very busy schedule today due to wake up late. Zzzzzzzz !! Movies later on, then gotta go down to Admiralty to collect eyelash, then have to go to Yishun to buy things. Gotta go bath now! Byee

Preparation

2009-12-09T06:46:00.000-08:00

I've almost recovered fully, feel very relieved. I'll be going to meet Jocelyn tomorrow after her work as i've got to go collect the eyelashes from her. I'll be selling eyelashes too, at the Flea btw. Friday near Cineleisure. Hopefully the weather will be good that day. Wish me luck!

Bf's POP on Saturday, will i go?

Recovered

2009-12-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

Speechless..

Sick

2009-12-06T10:45:00.000-08:00

I'm so not feeling well. Vomited non stop like free flow. When i finally wanna eat my medicine, i vomit all out after 2 mins plus all the water. So disgusting feeling. I'm dying soon, who can help me?

Incorrigible

2009-12-04T06:54:00.000-08:00

Karma, soon!

♥

2009-12-01T16:35:00.001-08:00

From last night until now i've been playing Texas poker @ Facebook. I really cannot get to sleep, i really need some help. I've work on Thurs, Fri & Saturday, so boring lah! I've no idea what's wrong with my internet connection, Mozilla can't seem to display web pages very well today. Fk up. & did i mention that stupid bloody Milo actually made me broke my nail?! I'm so damn angry until i almost wanna kill him. Sigh! Gotta go fix it later on when i meet up with Huiping. Happy birthday to her lah, even though she might not get to read this. It came from the very bottom of my heart, she should still be touched. =)

K i want gg prepare alr byee!

Hesitation

2009-11-28T13:24:00.000-08:00

I want do my eyebrow. I must do my eyebrow! Okay tomorrow's payday, but so little money where got enough to spend? Sian. Bf is having outfield right now, unable to contact for 5 days. So long since i went out and play lor, i must really enjoy myself before school reopens again. There's so many things for me to do & go. I wanna watch Case 39, A christmas carol 3d, Don't look back, A perfect getaway leh. Meeting Jocelyn for lunch tomorrow before going to work, & i'm gonna eat Swensen after my work. I feel like eating ice-cream cake. :-)

Anyway click on my Nuffnang ad, thanks.

You're not worth every single bit.

Totally turned off

2009-11-27T09:55:00.000-08:00

This totally turns me off. Makes me so sad & disappointed. At the same time, tired to explain much. So just let everything be, and i'm gonna stay out of it. So fcuking not interested in a thing anymore.. Sian

Beautiful nightmare

2009-11-26T12:17:00.000-08:00

Things weren't supposed to turn out this way. But whatever happens is within my control. Life goes on no matter what, like what i always says. Face everything with courage & i'll be stronger each time i fall. Just get it done and over with. When everything started so sweet turned out to be bitter. Yucks!

最讨厌被误会了, 但越解释越觉得难过..

:-'(

Easy

2009-11-25T01:50:00.000-08:00

❝不喜欢怀疑什麽, 并不表示我没有感受. ❞

How would you feel if someone else spends more time with me than you do?

Just a little bit

2009-11-23T09:49:00.000-08:00

Mum changed my bed's position in my room due to some stupid reasons. But now there's much more space in my room. Love it. I bought a slice of mango cake now (which i wanted to buy since 2 days ago), and i very 舍不得 to eat it cause only have 1 slice. If finish means no more, i'm very stress now. Haha!

Bloody hell

2009-11-21T14:11:00.000-08:00

You're seriously driving me nuts. Fcuk!! I don't deserve this treatment from you! I'm not gonna care anymore from now onwards. I'll go out & play as and when i like! Bloody hell! Why am i always the one who suffers all these shit while you're out enjoying? Things can be changed..

I've given you too much. Will there ever be an ending?

When you told me you love me

2009-11-18T11:28:00.000-08:00

To understand how much you really meant.. I went from speaking to you everyday, to hardially speaking to you at all. This sucks!

Today i got work in the morning. I woke up @ 6plus but don't understand why still will late. Bored! Wanted to catch a movie today but all the show seems so boring. I reached home at 5plus, and KO-ed immediately until 12plus. I woke up with damn swollen eyes and it hurts like hell even till now. I've painted my nails again due to boredom, time to go get some new colours. Gotta to wake up at 12 tomorrow. Meeting Jocelyn for lunch, then heading over to meet bf at don't know where again. Update tomorrow, night!

Dream that never comes true

2009-11-18T04:20:00.001-08:00

Didn't sleep a wink at all until girl came at 6plus in the morning. Went to have our breakfast, brought Milo along as well. Then back to my place, watched show all the way till around 10plus then we both fell asleep. Intended to wake up at 1pm but woke at 2.30pm, too tired! Bus down to Amk to look for her heels. But eventually, i bought 2 heels as well! Dined at Sticky rice & cabbed home at 7plus.

2009-11-17T11:00:00.000-08:00

❝心里很多话想说说不出来, 虽然我脸上看不出来..❞

Why so naughty?!

2009-11-17T09:18:00.000-08:00

So very naughty!

Today when Mr. Postman arrived at my house, i was so happy. I went out to collect my parcel. My babies have finally arrived!

I'm so happy. & i super love this cute blackboard at my table. But i've nothing to draw on it, and its actually a magnet too! Super love it. Today i bought a new toy to play on the nails, gonna try it out now! Bye ~

I had to resort to using photobucket as blogger is dying on me. Damn!

Disqualified

2009-11-16T21:17:00.000-08:00

Stayed at home the whole afternoon, miraculously it didn't rain! Girl will be coming to my place tomorrow morning i guess. Gotta wait for her to ring me up! I'm jobless right now, no money already still jobless. & i don't know why dad hasn't send my money to my account yet! I still have so many things undone.

Last night around 4plus i suddenly felt hungry, so i went to have supper with my friend. I brought Milo along, as he's crying like crazy at home & mom can't sleep! Yummy bee hoon (Y)! Reached home at 7am.

I've decided not to private my blog cause whenever wanna enter its so troublesome!

A little too much to bear

2009-11-14T13:36:00.000-08:00

Go to hell!

Careless whisper

2009-11-14T13:12:00.000-08:00

~~You're always doing stupid things to get on my nerves!~~

Its over..

Miss my precious

2009-11-12T12:41:00.000-08:00

Today went to eat Ichiban sushi then watched Paranormal activity. Show was so boring in the beginning! It was okay only, not say really that nice. Thanks for the treat Long! =)

Ups & downs

2009-11-10T10:35:00.000-08:00

Bf booked out on Friday night. He sent me to work on Saturday morning and came to accompany me to his place. Took cab! Sian, i want money lor. I want to do alot of things. Sigh ~ Sucha bore to repeat the same old sentence over and over again. Life's been so unfair!

I want to extend my hair! I want to do my eyebrows! Who can sponser me? =)

Eliminated

2009-11-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

Went to Imm for shopping today. Bought so many things & pretty undergarments! =) I'm gonna sleep now, got work tomorrow!

Happy birthday, Xiaoxiao. <3

Happy Birthday!

2009-11-04T01:11:00.000-08:00

Wow, many friends' birthday falls on these few days. Today is my beloved girl's birthday! I still owe her a gift though. Anyway, may her relationship go smoothly! & i know i'm always saying the same for everyone's birthday. But still, happy birthday to her! Loves ~ !

Happy Birthday!

2009-11-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest Alicia! Another year has passed so fast, & now older by 1 year. I managed to dig all the past photos of her, haha! Hope everything goes smoothly & well for her. Lastly, i love her! =)

Eyes on you

2009-10-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

I woke up @ 5pm today, then took cab down to meet dad. Waited for stepmother to prepare then went Imm to have our dinner at i forgot which restaurant. The food was nice, price reasonable too! After eating, went to buy some hair & hand accesories. Then went to buy some shorts & tops. I need new contact lens already, my eyes hurts now whenever i wear mine. I just reached home (10.20pm), & i don't want to go out at night anymore. So waste of money. K, have work tomorrow at 5pm. Gonna sleep after my drama!

Wtf is wrong with Facebook?! I cannot login!!

Repent over my mistakes

2009-10-27T15:18:00.001-07:00

A short brief of where i went & what i did these two days.

Monday, 26th October 2009
Woke up around 2plus, quickly went to prepare as i was already late for work. Nonetheless, didn't get any scoldings from anyone. Then dad came to fetch me after work & we went to have our late dinner @ Swensens (Sick of it). Dad sent me home aftermath. Watched some drama & slept close to 4am...

Tuesday, 27th October 2009
Woke up @ 7am by girl's call as she will be coming over to my place. So i woke up & waited for her to reach. She reached at only 10am due to some funny reasons which i don't wish to elaborate here. I quickly went to prepare while she stayed on my bed watching '' Love connected '', a nice Hong kong show. After preparing, took a cab down to Woodland to find my heels, then to Gombak to have Mac. Marcus came to look for us too, together with Spencer. 4 of us slacked at the sin tua there then girl gotta go to work @ 2plus. So we sent her to the mrt station then went back again. Around 4plus, i went to take train to work. Work ended @ 9pm, then i took train home. When i reached home, Marcus called & ask me to go down to the sin tua no matter what, cause he's bored there. So i went to bath & change clothes then cab down to Gombak again! (Sigh!) We slacked & chat there until 5am in the morning & i took cab home again. I can't believe this is the way i'm spending my time. Sucha waste of money! Payday quick please!

Baby suddenly sms me & told me not to leave him, so sudden. As if something has happened. But i know that will never happen. I miss him!

Not perfect

2009-10-24T11:48:00.001-07:00

Just got home, its 3am right now & i've no idea what's up next. I feel like going out, but no idea where to go. I want to go Night safari leh, who want accompany me go? Sigh..